If I was asked the nature of my morals, I’m not sure I’d be in any situation to answer. You see, I am apathetic to everything other people care about, whilst simultaneously believing that my position in this piece of shit world is to infuriate the retarded menace that is the majority by presenting opposition arguments. I just love the look on their stupid deformed little faces as they fall into the putrid bear traps I have tactically laid with my meaninglessly strung-out words.
Being in the position I so often find myself in, with no underlying loyalties to any flawed belief system or unconsidered moral obligations, leaves you open to abuse from those who openly oppose abuse, which leads to further upset when the time comes to tear them all new arseholes from freshly grown buttocks of contradiction. The problem with this is quite a straight forward one; people like it when you fuck with their festering outlets. The act of condescending an individual with little more moral obligations than those which society has made mandatory is something that could be deemed fetish play. They get off over it, almost to the point of climax.
I would, with little thought, turn on any individual walking down the street and mould them into an unrecognisable mess on the concrete. This normally creates the most beautiful rainbow of colours you never expected such a shit-filled species to contain. I almost feel some sort of connection with the rest at this point. They are no longer to be considered cum receptacles with no greater purpose than to reproduce; they are divine beings. Almost too perfect to exist, except they don’t. Not for long enough to be classified by anyone who actually matters anyway.
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Morals, commandments, laws, etc. are firstly meant to protect people from each other, physically. As society grows, we impose more and more "protection." I've read your posts. You sound incredibly unhappy. Perhaps you live in an environment with too much structure or structure that is not meeting your personal needs. Maybe you should move. I see that you are trying to define yourself within your environment, socially and sexually. I'm going to pass on some unsolicited advice. Enjoy your family's company while you can. They could be gone in a heartbeat. Take a look at pictures of your family when you were born and look at them today. No one is static. Not everyone stays healthy for the last 10, 20 or 30 years of his or her life. They are aging, as are we all. You may diminish human existence to fucking and having kids, but it is so much more. You have no choice about the facts that you will live, die and pay taxes. Most people are lost in time, even if famous for years. Your choice is to enjoy the life you have or not. You may or may not be famous. You may or may not be rich, powerful, etc. You do not have to suffer to be an artist. Many "suffering artists" are bipolar and would rather not endure the associated pain. Life experience leads an artist to expression. Even the most incredibly skilled craftsmen must have something to say to create art. As for all your commentary on sex, you are very young. Be safe, don’t hurt anyone and have tons of fun. If you’re not having fun, you’re doing it wrong.
Happy Thanksgiving/X-Mas.
I am happy to hear your criticism. In response to your first sentence, you say 'we' impose more and more prtection. Who do you mean by 'we'? I don't know many people who can cause a widespread change in the belief of what is wrong or right.
You aren't meant to LIKE what you read. I never intended for it to have an audience. However, it does and I made the decision to not tailor my writing to suit anyone. I am sure for everyone who likes it there are hundreds who would hate it. That is the way of the world, my friend.
I am also aware at the way humans start to decay and malfunction towards their last years.
As far as fame, I dont want fame. In fact, a lot of your comment seemed quite pointless, though I love your stream of consciousness.
I thoroughly enjoy my life, and it isn't restricted to solely writing.
Finally, your final sentences are very petty and condescending. I'd consider a revision.
Thankyu for your feedback, I look forward to hearing from you again
ouch. spelling error
If you participate in society by voting in laws and law makers or by choosing not to participate, you are part of the greater "we" of society. By existing in a society, you create the rules, regardless of any passive nature. As for my last lines being petty, I just assumed from your writing that you were either a virgin or gay, possibly both, but didn't wish to be more blunt. It makes no difference as long as you accept yourself and don't hurt anyone else. If you give yourself permission to be yourself, you won't end up at the parties from hell. You'll be at the same party having a good time or someplace else enjoying yourself.
I think it takes about 10 years before you realize how young people are. When you're 29, you'll see 20 as impossibly young. When you're 50, you'll see 35 as infancy. This can only be experienced. You will always see yourself in the time as a fully realized adult. In time, we'll all look back and laugh at what we did and said today.
I know that you'll read this and think that I'm stating the obvious and I'm full of shit. I would have thought the same. My intention is to impress that life is to be experienced and that it is impossibly short. There is much to the saying, "Youth is wasted on the young."
You will never regret learning more, you will never regret treating all people with respect, until they prove as an individual that they don't deserve it, and you will never regret choosing not to be bitter about the decisions you made and the decisions made for you. - For what it's worth...
I am only a culmination of my experiences to date. I think it's impossible and even negligable for you to judge everyone by just referring to their age. That said, I understand your point.
To tell the truth, I generally laugh about what I have written. A good friend once told me that you're fucked once you are happy with what you've written.
There is something very condescending in your tone that I don't appreciate.
However I appreciate that your opinion is exactly that.
I am also neither a virgin or gay, and am in a very happy relationship.
I wonder why anyone would deem either a bad thing?
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